When she goes to bed with a man he is here for Monroe. But he wakes up with me. He enters the room again the lighting is different his smile is gone.
She struggled with her Identity and produced bouts of Schizophrenia
She said to Greenson her psychiatrist "I dont know what the night is for.." he replies " the night is for Monroe to leave and her to come back" but there was no her it was just more Limerol and other drugs.
On the the night of her singing Happy Birthday to JFK the audience made reference to the fact her dress was so tight it was like skin. But it was her skin that was so tight like a dress that she was unable to expose.
Greenson reflected that she thought to be taken by the camera is to exist. The key word used in films "Take!" to be offered up and taken.
As a child she loved to go to the famous chinese theatre where the hand prints of celebrities cover the sidewalk. When she had the opportuity to sink her hands into the wet cerment for real.she had the impression of sinking her hands into the past and understood nothing was impossible.
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